
The Ash Tray
Robert Tracy
Watercolor
5 x 7”
2012
Not really. This is an old subject of mine, yes.
I know that tobacco smoking is a bad and pernicious custom. I know, because “everyone knows” that it’s disgusting, dirty, smelly and can cause harm to those around it. This is not new. King James I of England described it as “loathsome to the eye, hateful to the nose, harmful to the brain, dangerous to the lungs.” Perhaps he was the first one to recognize ‘second-hand smoke’ in that smokers hurt non-smokers by “soiling and infecting the air around others.” He was ahead of his time in these ways. In 1604, he increased the duty on tobacco by 4,000%.
Yet, Daniel Polling, editor of Christian Herald, wrote in 1918 that “There are hundreds of thousands of men in the trenches who would go mad, or at least become so nervously inefficient as to be useless, if tobacco were denied him…The argument that tobacco may shorten life by five or ten years, and that it dulls the brain in the meantime, seems a little out of place in a trench where men stand in frozen blood and water and wait for death.”
General John J. Pershing said: “You ask me what we need to win this war. I answer tobacco as much as bullets…we must have thousands of tons of it without delay.”
I paint these pictures because the subject is personal to me. I smoke and I like the benefits of smoking.
In December, 2010, I had a tiny 2mm cancerous spot removed from my lung. Every test since then shows me as “cancer-free”.
Just saw a Dr. at the VA hospital in Danville, Il. on a separate matter. She had all my records dating back to my first exposure to the VA in 1987. Saw that I was a non-smoker for eight years. That I’m a little unusual in that I smoke less than a half pack of cigarettes/day, and quit again for two years in the 1990’s. She wondered why no one ever put me in for “lung cancer due to exposure to Agent Orange”. Well it’s done now. The VA recognizes lung cancer as a result of exposure to Agent Orange in Vietnam. I didn’t know that. Doesn’t increase my disability for combat PTST I was awarded in 1987, but I guess gives the VA more evidence that lung cancer in Vietnam Veterans is due to that exposure.
(A Marine Vietnam Vet friend of mine, who never smoked, did come down with lung cancer—since cured. He was told it was caused by his exposure to Agent Orange.)
I paint these pictures because I like the subject. (Stand by. I have two more paintings in the works. One, a full nude and the other a girl in a landscape.) The Ash Tray is a work to do while I wait (a work of only some 60 hours) for the other paintings in oil to dry between layers.
It’s not a “Romantic Artist’s” purpose to depict things the way they are. Rather as they “might be and ought to be.”
I want to show the beauty of a lit cigarette. To that end, I purposely made the smoke look elegant. I want to show that smoke rising as a kind of ‘dance’, like a waltz or as one sees in the delicate movements in a ballet, “…a gracefully effortless floating and flying” –Ayn Rand, The Romantic Manifesto, “Art and Cognition”. p. 68 (SC).
I hear that smoking is “dirty”, “disgusting”, “ugly” and “as everyone knows, is damaging to one’s health.” That it’s a “bad and pernicious custom” as Christopher Columbus called it after having discovered it among the treasures of America. One of Columbus’ crew mates, Rodrigo de Jerez, made Columbus a little leary, not seeing any worth in tobacco. The Catholic Church associated it with the “godless ‘Red Indians’ and outright heretical.” Later, Jerez was interrogated by the Spanish Inquisition and imprisoned for seven years for the crime of being an unrepentant smoker.
I want to show a simple still life of a cigarette as a lovely thing; ignoring the “everyone knows” ‘knowledge’. Incidentally, my wife has never been bothered by my smoking. Doesn’t accept the “science” of second-hand smoke, and actually finds my smoking attractive to her.
My “The Ash Tray” is my view of a thing that has personal meaning to me.
That’s all it is—again.